So there is something about achieving goals that is rather… Relieving.
I am slowly getting back into the rhythm of things of writing, learning and growing. I will admit, it has taken some time to get back into it, with countless days of feeling like I am dinting into some progress while it is only done in terms of a few sentences. I will admit, it’s not back to the way that it was, but at the same time, I guess it doesn’t need to be that way.
I will say that as of so far, I went out running throughout the weekend, and it was the hardest time that I tried since I have come back, but at the same time, I have practiced for it, and I cut down by nearly three minutes in comparison to last week, so in terms of that, I am proud of that progress. Than naturally I come back home, open up my Scrivener account, and get writing on my story, and I just have to say, I am liking on how my characters are turning out so far. Maybe it’s the way I am writing, but it seems more smooth and dialogue driven, so maybe it was a great idea to go and play deltarune before writing down my story (which I am aware is a different medium, however, I do still think that it counts in some shape or form.)
I will say that in terms of my planning, I have been thinking about doing other courses too, maybe getting into something better in terms of the work I am currently doing, which I can only imagine will worsen my overall wrist strain which occurs sometimes when I am using my wrist to lift items or to help open them. Which I am aware that it is possible to gain money from this pursuit and eventually become your own boss. I would be interested in doing something like this eventually, but I do know that there is more discipline and skills that I would need to know in order to be someone who can run things. Maybe I already have the skills that I need.
However, I guess there’s this other part of me that’s thinking, maybe I should try something else, because as someone who pretty much seems to do a bit of everything in my job without getting the increased pay, I am starting to consider that I should try to do something else which will enhance some skills that I may need to get better at, while also learning some new skills in different ways.
I am not sure if I am doing the right thing, but I will say that I want to take the time to learn other skillsets first, and I know that the way that I need to do it won’t be linear. So I am trying my best to learn those skills or at the very least, see what those opportunities can bring me, and later rally up my skills, see if I can get better pay and see if I can run something that can be more worth while which represents something that I will present to the world and give others a glimpse into what makes a captivating story.
Because each person has their own way of writing a story that is hopefully not stripped of its colors. And there is a story that I’ve been wanting to say for years, and each time I write it, I am getting a bit happier with the result. But I do know that eventually, the drafting process will have to end. I will have to hit that PUBLISH button, and other people like you can read the stories that I want to tell.
I am hoping you will like it. I am appreciating the nearly 6 years of writing this project down, but I know it will need to be released eventually.
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